Designer: Manikka
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): i think it's so scary how time passes so quickly la! in one and a half weeks time we sort of end school. and it's so sad that i think in jc we'll all be once again caught up with doing our own things everyone will drift apart. and so i will spend my holidays having lots of sleepovers, meeting lots of people and going out with everyone who i want to go out with.

and so EVERYONE I LOVE YOU <3


and today i looked at our guides photos and i think that everyone looks so pretty (: and that we are one big happy blue family :D and as i see the smiles on everyone's faces i feel happy that MICHELLE TAN, you and i helped to create those smiles (:

i think i've grown a lot in secondary school. especially last year and this year. i think i lead a happier, more fulfilling life now because i'm living out all the lessons that i learnt through mistakes i made in the past. i learnt to let go and not hold on so tightly when you arent supposed to. i learnt to accept that there are some things in life that just can't be changed no matter how much i dont like it. and i learnt how to treasure and appreciate everything i have.

but nowadays i feel so exhausted and tired of life, because i think there doesnt seem to be a purpose. like what are we striving for? everyday seems to be a routine ): and i feel like i'm using up my energy ):

so maybe i should try looking at life differently and see that everyday i learn new things and then maybe i wont feel so tired anymore.

but i think i regret a lot of things. because i have so many things that i want/ wanted to do, but which i think i will never do.

ah i think term four is so nice and free maybe sometimes it's nice to slow down your life's pace and think about what you want in life, or think about what you've been doing with your life so far.